I Failed

[Farabi]

its a shanefull news that i failed at my job and now im going home. first i cannot adaptatex with HLL and second they did not accept an ex drugs abuser. but i learn a lot. i know how to manage big project and i know behind the scene how brainstorming a game.

of course there would be lots of people sais do you even know what youre doing. of course i know it was just my bad luck.

too bad. my dreams almost come true. square enix at my eyes.  but it is okay. i can do it someday. i just need to behave myself.

[Vortex]

Hi Onan,

You need to get first a good rest and later you will have the time to reevaluate everything. Don't get discouraged. You are young and you will have the opportunities to get a new job. There is no any reason to give up.

[Vozzie]

If you are judged for your past but not for who you are now and who you can be in the future, they don't deserve you,....

Just try to find a job where you are able to keep the joy in what you do,...

[Farabi]

thanks. im so happy to hear it. i prepared for the worst.

[K_F]

There was a scientist whose every experiment on a project failed.
He was then told that he was a failure.. to which he replied.

'No, I am a success - I've proved in so many ways where the project will not work and I've saved future scientists a lot of work'
 ;)

[Vortex]

Hi  K_F,

Nice point of view.

[Farabi]

There was a scientist whose every experiment on a project failed.
He was then told that he was a failure.. to which he replied.

'No, I am a success - I've proved in so many ways where the project will not work and I've saved future scientists a lot of work'
 ;)

Thanks it open a new way of sight. Very inspirating.  :t

[CodeDog]

Failure is an essential part of success. Success that comes without failure was probably random chance.

Btw, you can't fail in math by failing to pay your taxes. In this case, your drug abuse are the taxes and math is your programming skills. The two doesn't hang together. Being an ex drug abuser is not a failure, that is success. If you continued to misuse drug, that would be a failure. So they basically kicked you out because of your success.

Some people punish other people for doing the right things.

[Farabi]

Failure is an essential part of success. Success that comes without failure was probably random chance.

Btw, you can't fail in math by failing to pay your taxes. In this case, your drug abuse are the taxes and math is your programming skills. The two doesn't hang together. Being an ex drug abuser is not a failure, that is success. If you continued to misuse drug, that would be a failure. So they basically kicked you out because of your success.

Some people punish other people for doing the right things.

Thanks. I can understand their decision, since lots of drug abuser was a criminal. Im not part of the criminal, even I never stole anything or doing any violence, but I can see that lots of drug abuser is not worth for your pitty. I had friends which used to blackmailing person to have heroine, and hard lives has turned him into a monster that are not felt guilty for their sins. But of course, I dont feel any convenience too beeing under suspicions that I was a drug seller or a robber or something, it was just not fit to me at all. I had all the money by working, not stealing or doing any crime.

[Gunther]

Hi Farabi,

Thanks. I can understand their decision, since lots of drug abuser was a criminal. Im not part of the criminal, even I never stole anything or doing any violence, but I can see that lots of drug abuser is not worth for your pitty. I had friends which used to blackmailing person to have heroine, and hard lives has turned him into a monster that are not felt guilty for their sins. But of course, I dont feel any convenience too beeing under suspicions that I was a drug seller or a robber or something, it was just not fit to me at all. I had all the money by working, not stealing or doing any crime.

you know: everybody gets a second chance.

http://www.myvideo.de/watch/3743525/MIKE_AND_THE_MECHANICS_EVERYBODY_GET_S_A_SECOND_CHANCE

http://www.magistrix.de/lyrics/Mike%20and%20the%20Mechanics/Everybody-Gets-A-Second-Chance-74861.html


Gunther

[Farabi]

Hi Farabi,

Thanks. I can understand their decision, since lots of drug abuser was a criminal. Im not part of the criminal, even I never stole anything or doing any violence, but I can see that lots of drug abuser is not worth for your pitty. I had friends which used to blackmailing person to have heroine, and hard lives has turned him into a monster that are not felt guilty for their sins. But of course, I dont feel any convenience too beeing under suspicions that I was a drug seller or a robber or something, it was just not fit to me at all. I had all the money by working, not stealing or doing any crime.

you know: everybody gets a second chance.

http://www.myvideo.de/watch/3743525/MIKE_AND_THE_MECHANICS_EVERYBODY_GET_S_A_SECOND_CHANCE

http://www.magistrix.de/lyrics/Mike%20and%20the%20Mechanics/Everybody-Gets-A-Second-Chance-74861.html


Gunther

Hi, thanks gunther, yes, everybody deserve to have it. Thanks.

[Gunther]

Hi Farabi,

you'll get a second chance; I'm sure.

Gunther

[hutch--]

Onan,

The result is not failure, it just means you learnt something for the next thing you do. 

[Farabi]

Thanks all, of course I learnt something. Working far from home gave me a new experience about many things.

[MichaelW]

Onan,

There is a saying “Nothing succeeds like persistence”. Few successful people succeed on their first try, or first few tries. What separates them from unsuccessful people is their willingness to persist, to keep trying until they do succeed.