Update: still stuck in proverbial hell. Wish I could do what I want to do. Actually do my 3d printer upgrades I promised myself I would do 1.5 years back = dual extruder, 32-bit board, capricorn tubing, stainless steel print head, auto bed levelling. Then finish my hobby electronics lab, mount the hot air station, focus (the insert 720p camera and mechanical zoom together) the full bench microscope. Make my own liquid flux. Actually start using my pi & raspberry pi's (pi 3b+, pi 4 8gb, nanopc t4; 2x pi nano's) for something. Then actually creating the esp32 camera array I envisioned with lazer trip wires and motion sensing. Then create my first self made circuit board from scratch that reads 3 phase voltage in real time. Then my own take on a dual optical laser, high resolution 3d scanner. I have all the parts and plans, (flawed as it and what it may be, would it be the fun if there wasn't discoverable flaws?) I have a childish naive nature afterall.
Suffice it to say the latest challenge is something I would not mention erstwhile, it may rip the soul, one of my many modules taught is that which consumes my life essence: MEAN stack development = no human should ever be subjected to this evil abomination